It's me and it's not unusual. Well, maybe. I didn't write quite a time, i know. Cause i might make the decision to end of this. But, i'm writing now. WHY?!
I sadly recognise that i'm not that person anymore. I mean, i'm not the girl who has passion to write, identify herself as a writer, future novelist or something like that.
My passion for art is still on but i'm in a period that i can't do anthing beside studying. So i came up with this idea. Writing in English! I'm studying English, my exam to get in university will be in English so, i'm studying right now!
Well, my English is not enough for share, so this will be only for me. Cause i'm really sick of something. Such as studying, friends, fucking love life or just fucking life.
I hate gaining weight but i gain weight. YAY!
And my relationship with my parets is well, my friends's too. But i don't have any specific action in my life. Which is absolutely boring. I had a crush some time but it didn't go well and i'm sad for it but go to hell. Men are too selfish to love.
Yeap. I'm seventeen and i'm done with men, already.
I just wanna spend my time with watching movies, series, videos on YouTube (which is my new hobby:( ). Frankly, i do this stuff. I solve test too not so relax.
Okay, i think this is enough for catch up. I don't know but i try to write. I love writing. It's my meditation. And i always wanna be the "artist" you know. But i've got no talent so.......
Gone and watched!
